Sitting in the neurologist’s office, my questions usually get answered, my fears often get calmed, my symptoms often are addressed. However, I sometimes wonder how my husband feels sitting there, listening in, adding his two cents worth. How does he feel about what he sees happening to me daily, what he might be missing, how he is coping, or going to cope?
Who asks questions of the caregiver? Where do they go to for support? Is there someone who can put their fears to rest? What should they (the caregiver) expect?
Because I’ve never seen an article address the subject much (although, I’m sure they’re out there), I thought I’d try. Since I am not the caregiver in my situation, I have researched some material to find some answers.
So, caregivers: What could be ahead on this journey with Parkinson’s for you?
You are in for some changes. Your loved one is going to be changing physically, emotionally, and mentally day by day. Because each case differs in how Parkinson’s disease or any chronic illness affects the patient, it is hard to say how much change will occur or how long it might take or last. This could very well cause fear, and understandably so.
You fear your spouse will no longer be that beauty or that hunk you once fell in love with and were attracted to. You no longer have those deep conversations you used to have. Their concentration level just isn’t there, and it’s frustrating you can no longer have talks like you used to under the stars. The cognitive issues that so often accompany Parkinson’s disease can be harder to handle than the physical changes. And so often, it may seem that the disease now outshines the person you once knew.
It’s OK to grieve because what you are experiencing is worth grieving over. Someone doesn’t have to have died to be dealing with grief. I grieved for years over my oldest son moving his family away in hopes of finding a better job so he could provide more for them. No one died, but the grief was (is) real. Your loved one may not be anywhere close to passing, but still, you grieve over the one you are slowly losing to a malicious disease.
When the disease is diagnosed, it can be confusing. A lot of misinformation can be floating around in cyberspace. It is best to get your information from a qualified source and to remember that each person wears PD differently. You may very well face family members and friends who don’t want to believe what is happening, and they will offer no help or support whatsoever. You may feel left alone to fight this battle. You may fear being alone to finish your life, a life that now looks so different from the one you and your loved one had dreamed of.
You may realize that the support just isn’t there. The support you expected or anticipated. Family and friends may stop calling or stopping by. They may not invite you to get-togethers as they once did. They may ignore you.
They just don’t understand. They can’t understand unless they walk the same path, or a very similar one.
It can be a pretty dismal place. But remember: Everybody’s situation is different. Everybody will respond to this disease differently, both as patient and caregiver.
What I wish to convey in this column is this: We couldn’t make it without you. I am sure it’s only going to get harder. And hard is hardly the word to describe a caregiver’s situation as they care for someone with Parkinson’s disease. But you chose, and still choose, to stay through the long haul even though you could have left and gone your own way.
I know of people whose spouse left when they were diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease. But you haven’t. You have chosen to hold tight to the promise you made at the altar or as a loyal friend. And we love you for it. And because we love you, please get some support for yourself. Don’t go this journey alone. Move closer to family if they can’t come to you. You do (and will) need each other.
And we, the needy patient, may get to a point where we can’t say it or show it, but we are so grateful and blessed to have you in our life, and we love you for all that you are: our caregivers.
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https://parkinsonsnewstoday.com/2018/02/05/parkinsons-disease-caregivers-we-wouldnt-make-it-without-you/
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